arh..no one cn undershtnd this damn feeling of mine.if i write down heres..ppl think im childish.damn!my byakuya was attacked..and i didnt do anything!!i was just watching..HE WAS HURT!!and i just sat there..i stared..helplessly..OH GOD!!WHY MUST YOU CREATE ME INTO THIS WORLD??i want to move on into another world..where life begins..in anime..i want to become strong like those..and i wanna make surre nothing stands in my way.i want to become a strong usefull shinigami..CANT YOU FULFILL THIS ONE WISH FOR ME??..byakuya was hurt..and i didnt do anything..like this is so usless..HOW AM I TO BE THE HEAD OF THE KUCHIKI clan if im not strong?!++damn++ GOD YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!